the storm
That day when evening came, he said to his disciples, “Let us go over to the other side." Leaving the crowd behind, they took him along, just as he was, in the boat. There were also other boats with him. A furious squall came up, and the waves broke over the boat, so that it was nearly swamped. Jesus was in the stern, sleeping on a cushion. The disciples woke him and said to him, “Teacher, don’t you care if we drown?" He got up, rebuked the wind and said to the waves, “Quiet! Be still!” Then the wind died down and it was completely calm. He said to his disciples, “Why are you so afraid? Do you still have no faith?” They were terrified and asked each other, “Who is this? Even the wind and the waves obey him!” Mark 4:35-41
The storm must have been bad to send Jesus' disciples sloshing towards the stern of their boat.
Jesus, rolling up and down over the face of the sea, remained fast asleep - perhaps the slumber of one comfortable hovering over the surface of the deep.
Weathered fishermen wonder at Jesus whether or not he cares if they drown.
Jesus' withers the storm and wonders at his disciples' great fear and lack of faith.
Emotions swell to questions roll to actions break to questions swell to emotions break to questions... leading one to wonder whether it was stormier inside or outside of the boat that night.
Those disciples, rocked as they were by circumstances beyond their control, are on the cusp of being overwhelmed by the chaos of the sea - and they were afraid.
Their fear of being no more, turns to resentment, which they turn towards the one who invited them on the journey in the first place.
So... does Jesus care or doesn't he?
Jesus is with them in the chaos. They are after all literally in the same boat. Jesus is with them, but does his presence matter?
In a moment, Jesus transforms the situation. He speaks, and chaos listens. Having addressed the wind and the waves, he turns to his disciples.
"Do you still have no faith?"
It is precisely because of such an ongoing presence of faith's absence that Jesus' disciples were afraid. Fear and faith exist in a night-and-day kind of relationship. Faith displaces fear in the same way light drives away the dark.
Jesus and his disciples are all in the same boat, but they have yet to share the same faith.
Out there on the water, Jesus invites that baptized bunch to have the same faith about him, that he has about his Father in heaven...
That Jesus DOES care.
That Jesus IS able to address even the most chaotic situations - no matter how wildly out of control... including those that threaten their very lives.
There were other boats with him out there on the water that night. Other boats in which Jesus was clearly NOT present. Those boaters experienced the same chaos AND the same delivery from the power of chaos because of Jesus. This narrative is not only for the disciples in Jesus' boat, but for all disciples always, and if you like, for whomever happens to find themselves confronted with situations of the overwhelming variety.
But why the terror in the calm? Why the "Who is this?" about their "Teacher"? Have you ever thought you knew someone, and then they go and do something that is so uncharacteristic that you are left reeling and uncertain? Perhaps the terror accompanied a profound disorientation - the fruit of a new learning so revelatory that it shook the foundations of everything they thought they knew. Jesus' command over creation hints at his embodiment of both the immanent and the transcendant. But that's impossible right? Exposure to such a mystifying reality will have been disorienting to be sure.
In a world where storms continue to blow, the disciples' question is haunting. But Jesus' question remains too.
God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea, though its waters roar and foam and the mountains quake with their surging... Be still, and know that I am God... The LORD Almighty is with us. Psalm 46 (excerpts from)




